Friday, January 23, 2009

In the past of 4 years ago.

"I'm losing you & it's effortless" - The Fray.

These past few days I'm stuck thinking of "the six." How close we were and all that we shared. We are all doing different things, but we always find our way back to one another.

Parts of me just wants to get you outta my head... we're not those people anymore (you & I).
'You swear you recall nothing at all
That could make you come back down
You made up your mind to leave it all behind
Now you're forced to fight it out

You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away from your past
But it's following you

You left something undone, it's now your rerun
It's the one you can't erase
You should have made it right, so you wouldn't have to fight
To put a smile back on your face

You fall away from your past
But it's following you
You fall away
You fall away

Something I've done that I can't outrun
Maybe you should wait maybe you should run
But there's something you've said that can't be undone

And you fall away from your past
But It's following you

You fall away
It's following you' - the fray.

* and you.
I feel like I'm losing you and no longer know what to do.
Why do we do this to one another?
Sometimes it's the people you care about the most who you end up hurting the most.

2 comments:

chrisandbecca said...

Hey Jenna! Super cool to see you so deep and thoughtful. Who would have thought that the girl who cut a pic of herself and put it on my wife's face when she was 16 would grow up to be an awesome chick for Jesus! I sure did! Stay on the ball, kiddo!
PC

chrisandbecca said...

P.S. Numbers go up and down over time...I remember my own 'six'...i couldn't tell you what 4 of them are doing now. I CAN tell you though that I have a great family and people who are friend now for where I'm at now and how those '4' wouldn't be what's best for me at this stage in my life. As much as it sucks to think about what you've lost, look at what you've GAINED since then - Wisdom, maturity, independence, strength...the list goes on...
PC