one.month.

well one month ago today I made a committment to you, and I plan on keeping it for as long as time and God allow us.

this past month we have learned a lot about ourselves and about each other. Each day we grow and can appreciate the other more than we did yesterday. A relationship isn't something that I run and jump into, I really want to make sure it's 'right' and when I made this committment, I made it because it felt right. I hope I never lose that feeling. I know it won't be easy (cause this past month has been HARD) but that's what relationships are ABOUT. It is no longer just about you, just one person, but it is now about two. I think the first few months will be the hardest. You are trying to figure out the person and what they do and don't do and how they handle things. Two totally different people trying somewhere to make it work. & it's hard. Though all of the disagreements, and arguments, and miscommunication - it's what it's all about. Two people will work and grow and will eventually love one another. A relationship is a hard but beautiful thing.

continue to speak and show us your will & your way as we look to you.

be glorified.

i believe this belongs to you.

hittin the gym again!

I signed up for the gym with Alisha last march, and we went almost everyday for months and we did really well. I really enjoyed it, I just felt good when I left.
Alisha and I slowly stopped going, and weeks and months began to past by... and until yesterday I still hadn't gone. I am paying $42 a month for this membership and it will cost over $100 or so to cancel. So I decided that either I start going again, or I cancel my membership.

I debated doing homework this evening, but changed my mind and decided to go to the gym instead!! It has been MONTHS since I have stepped foot into that place. SO... I got up and decided to go.

I got there around 9pm, and left when they close - 10pm.
I was really really happy to be there again. I am really excited to get back into the gym routine.

my stupid ipod broke tonight when I really wanted it... so hopefully it works again, OR I get a new one!

hitting up the gym!! =)

goodnight, goodnight, goodnight.

be. still.

you have found me & called me your own.
I find rest in your presence.
my hope is forever in you.
rescue me, I am yours.
you are soverign, oh God.
I run to the foot of the cross & lay at your feet.
I am your child.
all my ways are in you.
you carry me & call me into your arms.
you walk by my side daily.
you love me when I am weak & when I am strong.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
& I. will. be. still. and. know. you. are. God.
and forever I will be with you.

*consume me and don't stop burning until all my ways are in you.